So idk what this is called but I wanted to jus ask

Megs

So a few months ago I was out w my boyfriend in the woods and he said do u wanna play fire trucks nd I didn't know what i was and he said tell me when to stop my hand and it started going up my thigh I said stop and he didn't and then yh he just in the end 👆 me and I jus sat there crying but idk what it is bc when he continued I just froze like an idiot Nd did nothing about it but anyway now I have nightmare ab it alot nd idk I jus get rlly freaked out if anyone touches anywhere he touched me yk but idk if it counts