I am 20 years old I’ll be 21 November 24th, ever since I was little me and my mother have had a awful relationship, i mainly lived with my grandmother and grandpa they have been my saving Grace. My mother as I’ve gotten older has gotten extremely verbally and physically abusive to me. She calls me every name you can imagine and tells me how much of a piece of s*** I am everyday. I got pregnant when I was 17 and now I have a wonderful two year old boy who I love with everything in me, she’s good to my son and that’s the only reason I keep in contact with her but I really don’t want my son around her anymore, she calls me names infront of my two year old and has hit me several times infront of him. My father is just a worse except he has never hit me or called me names, he has a 9 year old daughter who he treats like a queen and will send me photos of everything he buys for her and everything he does for her it breaks my heart. Idk what to do. My mother is so awful to me and brings me down every chance she can get and it’s taking a huge toll on myself and my insecurity. She’s the reason I feel stuck in a hole all the time. I have no self confidence.