I feel horrible..
I feel so bad... Like I can't do my job as a woman. Last night my husband and I were laying in bed talking about the future and babies and he all the sudden turn to me and said I'm so sorry... I said for what? He goes to me "that I can't give you what we want most.. A baby I feel like its my fault you are not pregnant" (he doesn't have any issues he's been checked out) I know its my family history on both sides having endo and other fertility issues... He knows this about my family and he says it doesn't bother him but we both get so hurt every month that passes by with a bfn and then everyone around us getting pregnant so easily.. I just feel like I should be able to give him a family but its not happening... I just want to cry..
Thanks for letting me vent..