Depressed and need guidance

I haven’t been on this app in a while but I felt like this was a good place to turn to for help

I’m 28 weeks pregnant and I’m extremely depressed

I don’t know what I’m supposed to do anymore everything in my life seems to be falling apart and I’m so stressed out about it..

I’m crying all day and I feel like I don’t have the actual support to help me get over whatever is going on.

I feel like people are just trying to push me into issues that I don’t need or put senecios into my head to make me hurt even more.

I feel like my relationship is falling apart because I don’t get to spend anytime with my boyfriend and i get in my head about him to the point where I don’t want to continue our relationship at all.. I love him to death and don’t want to leave him but for some reason my mind is telling me to let him go

I’m so scared of losing him but at the same time I feel like he doesn’t care that much about me or our little one on the way…

I don’t know what to do and I need guidance…

The people in my “support circle” tell me I can always turn to them but when I need help I end up being told to suck it up and stop over reacting or I just get yelled at.. the others in my group just think it’s perfect fine to try and stir up my mind while it is in a bad state and start putting scenarios in my head and try to make up issues about my boyfriend that aren’t true but I can’t help to think about.

I can’t handle this anymore and I don’t know how to express and explain myself enough to my friends and family for them to actually start caring..

Please someone help me with your guidance..

I’m only 19 I feel like this pain and anxiety shouldn’t happen so fast in my life..