Never

Leah

:( I’ll NEVER be skinny , I’ll NEVER be 143 lbs !!!! It’s already enough that I feel I’m gonna freaking gain weight from eating high calorie food even if it’s healthy food I’m afraid I’ll gain weight ! I’m sick of it ! It’s rather starve yourself, and eat 1 healthy meal or live in misery thinking you’ll gain weight ! It’s not fair !!!!!