This is the first day of my entire pregnancy that I actually feel excited and happy to be pregnant. Like for the entire day. And it is a great feeling! I actually feel joy, excitement and like I can’t wait for the baby to get here. I am almost 6 months and have been consumed with fear, worry, anxiety , doubt, etc. it’s been such a rough pregnancy mentally for me because it’s going to be such a huge change. It’s the most anxious I may have ever felt in my life.

I was in complete shock when I found out and just really didn’t know how I was going to do it.

I didn’t even announce on social media the pregnancy yet and have just told friends and family in person. And I also don’t know if I will post an annoucenement just because this time feels so personal and has been hard for me.