Pregnant and alone

Im 24 weeks pregnant, I have a 1 year old toddler. This pregnancy has been so depressing I just want it over with. I was going to have a small baby shower but family doesn’t want to come so I decided to cancel it. Just when I thought it couldn’t get worse, I found out today that their dad went to live to another state that’s 17 hrs away. He doesn’t plan on coming back. I don’t know how I’m going to do this. I feel so heartbroken and alone I never thought I would be in this situation we were in a 5 year relationship a few months ago now I’m a single mom.

I cant stop crying I keep it together for my son but once he is playing or napping I break down.

I honestly don’t know why I’m writing this… If anyone has been in a similar situation does it get better.