Baby blues

Wonder if anyone else is going through this and if so how long does it last

Since my baby has been born I can’t stop being tearful, at times I feel overwhelmed or like I am not doing a good job and struggling to bond with my baby

Feel I have no one to talk to as my other half keeps lecturing me and telling basically to snap out of it because I am making everyone else depressed and it’s not good for the baby and I am starting to feel that other people think I am incompetent

So now if I need a cry I have to lock my self in the bathroom

I am finding it difficult to communicate that I can’t control my feelings at this moment in time I don’t think he gets it

Any advice