It’s messing with me emotionally I feel bad for doing a little drinking here and there…my daughter is 7 and I share custody with my mom because I’m currently living on a couch at my aunts house…I work 5-6 days a week trying to get my own place and find us a home…I got an offer from a friend to move onto a farm with her 45 mins away from the town my daughter and I reside in currently. I plan to have her finish the school year and then move her in with me…it’s all new and change is what I feel like we need…especially after the sudden loss of my brother 2 years ago…I drank heavily the first year after he passed but I’ve cut back to only drinking on Saturday which is my day off…but I don’t over do it maybe a couple drinks because that’s also my day with my daughter…I just wanna feel normal