Should I prepare for a miscarriage?

ASH

Got my first positive on the 6th. My lines have not progressed much at all. I have had CP in the past and this last year has been hell ttc. With my previous CP the line never got this dark though, and I never got a positive digital. I feel like I’m losing my mind. I just want to know what’s going on, but I honestly just don’t have a good feeling about it.

These are my test.