In September I took a pregnancy test and there was a faint postive. I had a flutter of emotions, but ultimately I was extremely happy about it... my partner however was not. I showed him the test and his first response was to ask my about plan b. I explained to him that at this point that wouldn't be possible. He looked at the test again and said it could be an indent so I took another test the next day, another faint postive. Again I showed him and he started really freaking out.

Well fast forward a couple days and I started bleeding heavily which lasted a couple days. I believe it was a chemical pregnancy. I told my partner when I started bleeding and he seemed relieved if not happy about it. It's been hard since this happened. My mood has been very low and I cannot talk to him about it or really anyone. No one but my partner new about the faint postive. I honestly feel stupid. When I saw the postive I got so happy. I started thinking about how my joy it would bring. I'm 24 almost 25 (in jan) and this would have been my first. I cannot say for certain I had a loss but it certainly feels like I have.