I really just need to vent I’m very upset.
Today me and my man have been into it actually more like since Thursday night. We’ll I have stayed gone all day with my mother earlier today then at my sisters all evening I just came home around midnight because my hips, back, and feet really hurt . Plus I feel weak and shaky and nauseous . ( I didn’t not tell him this however) but I’m 14 weeks pregnant and did a lot of walking today with my mom guessing this is why I feel this way. So I come home head for my bed and my man is sitting in there with his little brother in the bed and they’ve completely hot boxed the room (weed) and are watching a movie I just look at them, they say what’s up. So I grab my pjs (don’t say a word back) get dressed in the bathroom, grab my blanket and head for the couch. The couch hurts my back he knows this. It’s an old sectional. We definitely need a new one lol. And now I’m just laying here my back not feeling any better still sick and I just can’t stop crying. I feel like I’ve finally hit my limit with the immature bullshit I just can’t take anymore. I’m so upset. I’m sorry it’s probably not even that big of a deal and maybe it’s just pregnancy hormones but I just feel like he should have immediately opened a window and been like no you can lay here babe we’ll go in the living room. I’m just so tired of him acting like a teenager . And for some back story he has a 12 year old son he’s very involved with and very great dad to. He is 32 and I’m 30. We both used to smoke I quit way before pregnancy to better myself and get a nice job. But have expressed I don’t want him hotboxing the room anymore. I guess he thought since I’m gone it didn’t matter or he just didn’t give a fuck and doesn’t I don’t even know anymore. He had a great job when I met him was always considerate of me and it just seems like since I found out I’m pregnant which was an accident he has revolted backwards I don’t understand it and he couldn’t careless that I’m on the couch even tho he knows it hurts my back I want to scream and throw a fit . I’m so angry and hurt. But instead I’m just laying here crying and can’t stop.
Achieve your health goals from period to parenting.