I gave birth Tuesday after a bit of a traumatic birth I settled in and started the motherhood journey. Absolutely in love with my baby and thrilled to have him.

But I have been having the darkest most horrible thoughts. I can’t eat or sleep. I sob constantly. I wish I wasn’t here any more. I haemorrhaged pretty bad and all I can think is- I should’ve just died. I cannot cope with these feelings. I feel like a terrible mum. Like I don’t deserve anything, like food or my partner or my life. Please tell me if this is normal? Will I get over it? I’m

So so so scared of myself.