I think I'm finally ready

To officially divorce my husband. A month ago I left him, but never filed paperwork.

Last night I had a sex dream about dating other people and I still feel happy from it. I think I've moved on. Its been a 2 month process since all his secrets were revealed. The thing ill miss most is the dog I left behind. We had 2 that we both got together, so I took the puppy that would need more work (I have the time for it) and left the slightly older dog because 1. He doesn't like changes and I didn't want to stress him by changing EVERYTHING in his life and 2. He is better at being left alone and my ex has an 8-9 hour workday. Wed got another dog a little to early and they both needed too much training for me to handle alone and I dont think its fair for me to take both dogs when they were both of our dogs not just mine.

Is it horrible that I miss my dog and my heart breaks leaving him but with my husband I only feel happy or anger when I think about him no longer in my life?