In July I got pregnant and mid August I found out it was twins. Between then and the end of September I had two subchorionic hemorrhages, then on October 10th at 12:30 and about 1 am I delivered my babies. I was 12 weeks and two days into my pregnancy. The emergency room told me to take them home and put them in my refrigerator and ask my Dr what to do with them. Dr told us to contact a funeral home. So two days later we took them to the funeral home the director place them in a cremation box wrapped in the only two tiny blankets I could find and we buried them that afternoon.

It's been two weeks and the urge to cry some times overwhelms me

My cousins daughter (in her 20s) just announced she's pregnant and due a month after when I would have had my babies, they were a boy and a girl. (I looked when I held them.