I dislike my body at this point

Mackenzie

It started off with me feeling nauseous and fatigued. Wasn’t feeling the greatest and it was week before my period so I assumed it was just pms. After my period was almost two weeks late I decided to take a test. I was super excited. I’ve been wanting to have a sweet bundle of joy for awhile now. On my way home after picking up the test my mind was racing with ideas an in how I was going to tell everyone. I felt flutters in my stomach I was so excited. So I sat down to take the test I wiped before hand double checking I wasn’t bleeding or anything. I take the test and it looked positive and negative at the same time. ( i will link a photo) so I decided to go buy a new one. So I get home do the same thing and I stand up from the seat and guess what! A drop of blood I started my period. The new test was 100% negative. I normally get terrible cramps before my period actually starts I had none! So I sat down on the bathroom floor and just bawled my eyes out for an hour. Then proceed to act like nothing happened.