Hey ladies! So I’m 25 I have 4 kids yes 4 lol. I had one at 17, twins at 20 and another at 23. My husband and I are planning on another, I have APS and some other blood clotting issues so I have to take shots before trying and all my pregnancy. I know I want another, we just bought a brand new house we’re financially stable I just ordered a new SUV that will be here November to fit another kid 😂 I have a 22’ ford explorer right now and it only sits 6, so wouldn’t work lol. Anyways I did not struggle with post partum with my last baby but before I did with my twins super bad and I do take lexapro and struggle with mainly anxiety. I just worry how my emotions will be and that’s the main thing that scares me. I don’t wanna go crazy 😂 I also don’t want it to stop me from having another. Another thing that worries me is doctors say I probably had bad post partum as well cause hormones from twins , but I’m nursing right now my big two year old still lol and I read you’re more likely to get pregnant with twins while nursing I would NOT WANT THAT LOL. I just wanna make sure I’m super confident in this decision. Being pregnant brings me a lot of anxiety because I’ve had 5 miscarriages as well sorry that’s a whole rant just had to tell someone!