Just why 😭😭

I’m sick to my stomach. I’m 34 wks pregnant. I went through his phone and he’s gotten someone pregnant in February (she got an abortion), a separate girl had CHLAMYDIA in July!! (Not judging but the fact that I wasn’t aware to test pisses me off.) There’s 2 more women he’s slept with!!! And they’ve all came here to our home. A total of FOUR women fucked during this pregnancy. I just moved in all my stuff. I hate him.

I don’t think I can forgive him at all. Unprotected AND in the same bed?

Update: He gave me Herpes (HSV 1).. 36 weeks I have to start Valtrax and deliver via C Section when my son is born. I feel extremely robbed of my motherhood.