Husband & I stopped TTC & I was planning to talk to doc about long-term (& impossible to forget) birth control options to avoid having to suffer through more miscarriages. Then we moved to the other side of the state & changed jobs/insurance rather quickly & we got a little careless on our anniversary weekend. Positive hpt a couple weeks ago, and trying not to anxiously keep testing, since 2 of my 4 mc have been missed mc—hcg tests don’t mean that my baby’s actually still alive in there. Trying to stay positive & take each day as it comes, but don’t have a doc in the new town yet, so it’s hard to keep calm until I can find a doc & get an ultrasound.