Anyone else battling depression and newly pregnant? I was TTC last year but a lot happened and my mental health severely declined so I stopped trying. But here I am about 4 weeks along with all day and night sickness still wishing I was dead. The BD isnt à love interest at all. Just an old friend that i had a fling with. His shock and stress were too much for me so ive just stopped initiating conversations so we havent really spoken. I'm just wondering if anyone is in the same boat. Im keeping the baby but Im just not super excited. I do feel like its a miracle and a blessing. Ive had 1 pregnancy a couple years ago that i was over the moon for, but now I just feel like an empty shell of a person. Im hoping that will change when the baby arrives.