Over the past year my mental health has been on a huge decline. Ive had to change my meds 4 times in 2 years and im still not there yet. One of my best friends just asked me not to be a bridesmaid anymore because I'm "not supportive enough".

Where has my support been? No one has called me, no one has texted me, no one has checked up on me to make sure im doing ok. Yes ive been more withdrawn, but for a reason.

I have continued to answer and contribut to everything in the wedding group chat, ive researched dresses for 8 girls with all different body types for her. And when she wanted to cancel her dress shopping i got the cliché "say yes to the dress" signes made, brought champagne and chocolate and she cried she was so happy. The only thing i did not do was spend $3000 on a 2 week trip to the Caribbean for her Bachelorette.

Im so angry by the situation but its not my fault im depressed its not my fault im not as social as before. But I'm being punished yet again for this disease.