I unexpectedly while taking birth control found out I was pregnant with my fourth baby was in the process of getting my tubes removed when I found out and I’m not going to lie I am not happy at all about it I keep trying to find reasons to be positive and there’s none I’m so overwhelmed with the three that I already have I don’t know how I’m going to adjust to four my baby will be one in December on the 10th my oldest will be five in April and this baby is due in May Mind you my middle child will be three in January I don’t believe in abortion and I don’t have the heart to adopt a baby out so I was really hoping to hear from mom‘s that have four children and how you adjusted because I don’t know how I’m gonna do it and I am terrified