This weekend I suffered my 5th miscarriage on my sons 6th birthday. We have had all the health checks done and everything has come back that all is ok. My last pregnancy we had a post-mortem and it came back that he had a chromosome abnormality. I have hypothyroidism but that is under control and managed. I feel heartbroken yet again and feel our son will never have that sibling we all desperately long for. My son is my world and I’m so grateful he’s chosen me to be his mummy. I just wish this didn’t have to be such a hard emotional ride. I’m 34, nearly 35 and I feel the pressure. The feeling of loss is now becoming a numb sensation, a routine. I wish I could be positive but I just can’t 💔💔💔