I find myself falling more into a state where I just don’t care, I’m just on repeat every single day. Wake up to get my husband off to work then lay back down and feed my 2 month old , then my 1 and 2 year old are up and ready to do things , after that I clean and play with the kids when they nap I clean and feed the little one , then he’s home and I make everyone dinner and I wait to eat till they are asleep for the night the my husband asks for sexy time ( my mind is never on sex anymore I just don’t think of it anymore and that gets us fighting so I always try to ask if he wants to do anything every other day ) after that I go to bed then get out of bed 2hrs after to feed. The 2 month old and hope he didn’t wake the 2 year old. This most likely doesn’t make any sense but I have no one to talk to other than my kids which I love so so much