October is the month of infant and miscarriage loss which I didn’t know, and I’m currently pregnant so seeing all the tic toks of babies still born or miscarried scared me. I started to think is this gonna be me. I have anxiety so little things get to me. Then when I realized it was awareness  month I calmed down but it still has me scared because it’s so many, despite the percentage being so low there was so many women sharing there stories that it seems more common then they say 😢. I know I can’t be the only scared emotional wreck.