2 kids under 2

I just had my son 11/15/2021 and now I’m pregnant again. I’m about 9 weeks and I think im going to just keep it because I can’t go through with a abortion. This really caught me off guard and I did not Think I would be pregnant this soon. I’m nervous if I do go through this like will I make it ? Mentally . That’s my thoughts right now . Does anyone have any experiences they would like to share ??