Struggling mentally

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Any other mamas just not feeling like themselves after babies?? I feel like haven’t felt like myself lately. Got pregnant in Jan 21’ and Ofcourse that comes with a lot and while I’m super grateful to have my son I feel like everything changed for me the moment I got pregnant. I’ve always struggled with my weight and body

Dysmorphia so it was hard to deal with those changes, then I developed preeclampsia which lead to me needing to be induced at 36 weeks, and then bc of prolapsed cord needed an emergency C-section, which led to sepsis. Then after 4 months I noticed that I was having constant pelvic pain that no doctor can figure out. I’ve been struggling to lose weight despite eating healthy and exercising and about 4 months ago I found out my partner cheated. To say I’m feeling overwhelmed is an understatement, I have so much anxiety that I haven’t been able to get a full nights rest in months. My brain feels like it’s on fire. I’ve been hyper focused on the way I look and trying to lose weight which is making me so depressed. I feel like im just losing it…my son is really the only thing keeping me going rn…ugh hope it all gets better soon