Found out my partner watches porn more than I thought and not only that he does it after recent sex. He can’t explain why and he says he’s still attracted to to me( simply because he get hard and bust a nut😒) not only that I hardly ever see women my color. I know some will say it’s just porn.. but y’all it’s so much more than that. We have a child/ home.

I didn’t have a problem with him watching porn( I knew he did/ hell I did at one point) but it HURTS TO KNOW ITS AFTER WE CONNECT! It created major insecurity, I don’t even want him to touch me at the moment…He tells me I have a high sex drive and we should slow down cause it’s not the “time” for sex yet he busting nuts any chance he gets.

I was calm about it

I was nervous to talk about it

I was angry about it

But most of all y’all I’m deeply HURT.