Ok so I'm ttc at 35 type 2 diabetes, trying to lose weight and I just quit smoking cigarettes. I got down to 285 and then blew back up once I got into my relationship in which I've known him 20 plus years and we've always have only been friends. Anyway we've been together 7 months now and he's been trying to marry me since the first day of us reconnecting. How do I ttc and get ready for a wedding? Not to mention get this weight back of and get down to me goal weight. I just need some insight on this because there's literally nobody I can talk to.