I just need a rant.

I am so uncomfortable... I feel like I can't leave my house without running into smoke! I live in Spain where smoking outdoors, for the most part, is everywhere. If I'm walking I'll switch sides of the street and I'm not around smoke at home.

But today I've found myself not able to sit with my friends outdoors for lunch as EVERYONE seems to be smoking. We came inside and the windows are open so the smoke is entering the bar space.

I want to do whats best for my baby but I can't stay shut away for the next 6 months :(