My friend and I have been best friends for around 3.5-4 years and the entire time I have been unsupported by her in every aspect of my life,

-low mental health moments (she left me both times on my own in a hospital when I was terrified and also just refused to talk to me during these times)

-after my car accident (she claimed off me as it was my fault)

-when I was pregnant (I never seen her, fought with me when I couldn’t do things for her)

-when I had my baby (expected me to do things for her 4 weeks after a C-section)

-DATING the girl that bullied me and lead me to my first mental health crisis

-DATED another guy that also bullied me and lead to the 2nd mental health crisis

-still stays in contact with another girl that also bullied me and was involved with the 2nd mental health crisis

I had only realised when I had my baby that she absolutely didn’t care for me and only wanted me for what I could do for her and she didn’t actually care about my feelings

But now she’s trying to guilt me into saying I never support her when I support her with absolutely everything in the last 3.5-4 years of our friendship

Her daughter has lived with me on 2 separate occasions for up to 6 weeks at a time where nothing was asked for in return

I moved in with her away from my family for 2 weeks because her mum kicked her out

I moved in with her for 3 weeks when she got her fist house which lead to her kicking me out and leaving all my shit outside because she didn’t like that people were saying she was using me

Every month since I was around 18 weeks pregnant and for 3 months after my daughter was around 8 weeks I watched her daughter for 50-60 hours a month with only being paid for the petrol I was using

Giving her numerous amounts of money to help her support her and her daughter

I understand she’s not a true friend but she knows I’m easily guilted and I want to make sure I’m being valid in how I feel