Insensitive husband

My husband doesn’t care about me he is so insensitive self centered manipulated narcissist and the only time he is sweet his when he needs or wants something. I’m home having a miscarriage and he out roaming streets while I take care of his child and cook and clean I’m suppose to be on bed rest but god forbid I don’t get up and cook and clean I’m bad wife step mother and mom.!

I called him cuz he said he be home by 7, tunes to 8:30-9. 9:40 comes, he called I missed it hits then 10:20 I called him to see is all ok and if he ate dinner or wants me to make his plate of what I made, he said he supposedly with his dad and then said is that it. I’m like really he hasn’t asked all day how I’m feeling or nothing knowing what’s going on. He starts getting nasty and we wind up hanging up.! Told his ass to stay out all night I want to leave him because he don’t care about me period story longer then this on our relationship but this icing on cake.!

Update: Happy holiday right!

He came home last night at midnight didn’t say nothing ate his dinner then said kissed me said goodnight this morning woke up walked right passed me came out the bathroom said happy thanksgiving 😒 honestly I would of rather a good morning or a how are u feeling what’s there to be thankful for

Thanksgiving: so since we have his son he wants us to go spend the holiday at his sisters we where also invited to my family’s we was gonna hop around I guess instead of do our own little thing too but yesterday the baby started passing and I just need to rest I’m not in no shape for any event or cooking cleaning and walking around or being by people he’s not an understanding man how do I tell him I don’t want to go need to just rest. I’m making two pans of lasagna and was gonna send him with it to where ever he goes I just don’t thing I’m up for it I feel bad but he is gonna be so angry and he is already insensitive to me losing the baby.! Doesn’t ask if I’m ok how I’m feeling nothing.! I told him I needed to rest yesterday he left me alone with his son till midnight when he wants to walk through the door.

Honestly idc about thanksgiving wtf I gotta be thankful for I gotta go sit around his family and pretty sure his BM gonna show up the family always swindle some way to have her be in something but I’m all for whatever to make that little boy smile idc how uncomfortable it may be. But I just can’t deal today or right now with all. What do I do