I am so tired of feeling so anxious. I currently take Wellbutrin and it typically works until it comes to something with my child. My husband and I have had this weird “cold” thing for like a week. Never had a fever, never really even felt bad, just a cough and a tiny bit of congestion. Well today, my son who’s 4 1/2, didn’t want to eat anything at dinner time (hasn’t eaten since like 11 today). This isn’t unusual as far as him not wanting to eat what we’re having because he is picky, but he didn’t want anything at all. So we went about our day, he continues to play and didn’t complaint about anything stupid all. When we went to leave, he just started crying non-stop saying how tired he was but he wanted to eat. So me being me, I’m FREAKING out thinking he’s coming down with something. He fell asleep at the table y’all. And he still didn’t eat! Now to add, he did play really hard today with his cousins, but he hasn’t fallen asleep this early since he was little little. He’s been asleep since 7….so naturally I keep checking his temp to make sure he doesn’t have a fever, which he doesn’t, and yet I still can’t wrap my head around the fact that he might actually be overtired.

I am just so over feeling like this and feeling like I can’t just be “normal” and be like, eh he probably is just really tired or eh maybe he is coming down with something, but kids are resilient. Instead I’m over here with chest pains, about to go to the ER because it hurts so bad.

Please tell me I’m not alone y’all. I feel so alone.