My bf/baby daddy has drank my entire pregnancy. A 12 pack a day- and I can’t get him to see it’s a problem. It’s really starting to effect our relationship but nothing I say gets through to him.

Like for example just tonight I lend him $100 so he can pay his car insurance before it cancels and I think it’s going to be a nice night with no drinking because he literally can afford it. Otherwise he would have bought a 12 pack. Anyways his 20 y/o cousin lives in front of us and wanted him to buy him a couple cases of beer for him and his friends. Well when he comes back he has a 12 pack for himself too and I asked where he got the money for it and he said his cousin lend him it and he’s gonna pay him back. 😐

Not only did this upset me because I thought I was finally going to get a night without the drinking but also he knows he’s broke and we’re tight for money right now but he said yes to being lend the money anyways.

I’m so over it. I’m trying to hold on to the little bit of hope that he’s going to change once our baby is here because he’s not going to have the time, energy, or money to be drinking like he has been but who knows. If there’s a will there’s a way.

I just miss the man I fell in love with and wish he would treat me better than he has been…