March momma 25+4

Brenda

Anybody else? I’m frightened!! I’ve done this before I have 3 kids! But not this close just had a baby nov 2021, I feel like I robbed him of his time to be a baby. Also he was in PICU for over a month when he was 5 weeks old, we almost lost him. So guilt everywhere although I am happy about the baby I’ve always wanted 4. It’s a boy! I’ll have 3 boys and 1 girl. He’s due March 8th my daughters birthday is March 2nd I always go over 40 weeks and end up needing something to soften my cervix so I’m worried but not that worried…I just wanna make sure I can make it to her bday. My bday is march 17. Sorry for the ramble…