Need my mom rn 🥺

I’m just found out I’m pregnant, with our surprise baby number 2. I’m feeling super emotional, and I have mixed feelings because my mental health rn hasn’t been the best . My mom is a huge supporter, I’ve been keeping this secret from her for 2 weeks. I feel like running over and telling her that I’m pregnant, so I can let out all my emotions. I know I’m a grown adult , with a husband and daughter but my mom is honestly my best friend . My sister knows and my husband and they want to tell my mom on Christmas because they all want to be apart of the reveal . But I honestly don’t want to wait and I don’t even want anyone else there when I tell my mom, I just want that moment to be between me and her… if I did so would I be selfish for not waiting ?