Confused

monique

So my boyfriend of 3 three years broke up with me two months ago im 28 and hes 35....quick little back story he has brain injury from 2 years before i met him. Which he doesnt think right most of the time and suffers from major depression issues .....when i met him he was just recently divorce from 12 yrs married he has two boys that i fell in love with....i two have three boya from a previous relationship...any ways we have had are ups and downs in the middle of our relationship i went to school became a nurse and he ended up getting house arrest from somwthing he did before he met me...hes not free from house arrest intill apirl 2023.....any who i work crazy shift work because im a nurse ( we dont live togethere) i own house i just bought it. He got jealous over but before i bought my house he wasnt ready for us to move in together which is fine reason why i bought a house.....he ended up breaking up with me by saying. We grew apart......and that i dont have time for him anymore.....which really broke me and he also told me that we stopped communicating .....honestly i didnt think we had a problem......ao broke up i havent spoken to him yesterday i openes my snap chat there was video of him in thw shower listen to a break up song in the shower i was like WTF when i asked what it meant he said he though i needed closure. .....im so confused and i needed to vent i stood by this man for three years when he whould get very bad depression and couldnt get him to eat or wven out of bed i was there when he was too depressed and coukdnt take care of his kids on his weekend i took care them i did.....i just feel used so hurt when he ended he also told me that he never did love me......