Depression and Anger

Al

I need to talk to a professional but I don’t know how I can right now with school and work. I do not have a license right now because I’m scared about driving and I don’t have enough money for a car. Iv been finally trying new things like getting my first ever job at the age of 20. I recently got off of Zoloft which could be playing a huge factor in how I am feeling right now. About 3 weeks ago I tapered off. I was only on 50 MG for 1 year exactly. I know that change happens by taking little steps, but I am just lost right now and I don’t know how I feel and how to fix this that I am going through. My life feels like it is falling apart when I just started to live it. First job was a HUGE life changing moment for me for many reasons. Getting off of medicine was a good idea also. Maybe I am doing too much right now and trying to do more than I should. I need help right now and I don’t know how to do it on my own. I have 1 best friend but I don’t feel comfortable talking to her about this stuff. I feel like a burden when I talk about my problems to her. Does anyone know how I could get online therapy sessions ? Certain things I can do throughout the day to just stay alive ? I just need help right now and I can’t do it all alone.