I have a lesion on my cervix

Heather

I had a Pap smear on October 13th and the results came back abnormal. I discussed the results with an obgyn. And she told me I have a lesion on my cervix. And she told me if I wanted to have sex my partner will have to use condoms. Both types of condoms he can’t use. And I don’t want to put a condom up my vagina. I was looking up something on my partner’s phone the other day and he has been watching porn the past couple days. That makes me feel like he doesn’t want to have sex with me anymore