This is a rant…

I’m feeling tapped out….

I have diagnosed chronic migraines, I had an MRI for it, twice…. I have two prescriptions for them…

I have chronic anemia.. diagnosed. I have had blood transfusions and multiple rounds of iron infusions which are physically painful…

I’m feeling so shaky and drained and my heart feels like it’s rickety(?) and I just called my doctor because I need another blood draw based on these symptoms I’ve had for days…

My body doesn’t absorb iron pills😣

I don’t want to!! I don’t want them to say how low my red blood cell count is… I don’t want to sit overnight AGAIN with tubes and shit pumping iron and blood and IV juice into me all at once 😣

Then a migraine kicks in and I’m just…. Guys I seriously take like 10 pills every night and six different ones in the morning…. All prescriptions. I’m only 28.

At what point does someone just… keel over and die? 😔

I have autoimmune issues as well…. I get hives every time I get a fever. Bad hives, raised hives, I have epi pens all over my house and no one knows why I get them or where they come from 😢

I just feel like curling up in a ball and crying today.