I recently had a miscarriage at 9 weeks. I suspected something was off by the lack of symptoms I had, and Just a gut feeling that something wasn’t right. Everyone kept telling me that I was just being paranoid and that everything would be fine. We went and had our first ultrasound and everything was fine. Got our due date and fell in love. 4 days later I started spotting, then, in the days to follow I started bleeding heavily and nonstop. We went back to the doctor and sure enough, there was no baby to be seen. I am very confused by my feelings.. I’m not sure what it is that I feel exactly. I know I’m sad, but there is another feeling there that I’ve never had.. I am constantly back and forth, trying to be OK with this. I will be fine one minute, then in tears the next. Of course mine and my husbands family are both the kind of people who think miscarriages are very minimal losses. sometimes I feel like maybe I’m being a drama queen but I cannot help how I feel. Has anyone ever experienced this? How do you cope with such a thing? I still can’t get over the fact that two weeks ago I was pregnant, and today I’m not.