I am currently 8 weeks. Lately, I have been worried about what kind of parent I will be. I know I am great with kids, connection, behavior management, etc. (I am a school psych), but I am really worried about the organization peice. I kind of suck at being on top of things. I am 38, and it took me this long to feel like I have a mediocre management of my own life, and I just don't want to suck too much at adulting to be a decent parent. Just venting my fears I guess.