i feel like whoever is up above is playing a sick joke on me. i am 19 and me and my bf decided we were ready to not take precautions. We both have good jobs and knew if it happened we were ready. i got pregnant in august and miscarried. then found out right after thanksgiving that i was pregnant again. this time i thought things were going well since starting progesterone. but i went in for an ultrasound at what i thought was 7 weeks roughly, i really wasn’t sure when i ovulated and actually got pregnant from the miscarriage throwing my periods off) but i was measuring 5 weeks 2 days and nothing was visible besides a gestational sac and a yolk sac. no baby. no heartbeat. they did a blood test and my hcg was 10,077 on december 5th it was 529.80. so i’m assuming no baby is going to form but they want another ultrasound in 2 weeks. i told my bf that if i miscarry this time i no longer want kids. i’ll go on birth control until i’m old enough that they’ll tie my tubes. i don’t want to put myself through it anymore, i don’t want to go through the pain and anxiety.