C-Section? PPH

I feel like I’m losing my mind. Since the start my doctor has given the option for C-Section due to big babies and PPH (postpartum hemorrhage) and it being a controlled environment. I had a PPH with my first due to a tear that they couldn’t find (8 lbs 8 oz baby). With my second (8lbs 11 oz) and I had extra bleeding that they stopped with medication but it wasn’t considered a PPH. The clinic I go to has rotating doctors and 2 have recommended a C-section and the other said to avoid it. I saw one of the ones who recommends it today and he’s asking if I want it. I don’t know what to do. I’m 37 weeks 1 day.