Will i ever be in love or be loved by someone….💔

So sadly but i never been in love .. my children’s father who i thought i’d marry and he will love me and respect me and care but he didnt and now we aren’t together 💔💔💔 all my exes i didnt love either.. nobody basically ever loved me and was in love with me… i dont think ill ever find someone who will be in love with me… 💔 i will just focus on my babies who are 3 and 4… im just alone doing this alone sleeping alone eating alone .. cuddling alone… i willl probably do this for the rest of my life

Im just ugly … weird, shy , awkward, nervous, everything as a girl.. 💔