I have a almost 16 month old daughter and I’m pregnant with my second and he’s my rainbow so naturally I thought since I’d have a rainbow baby I’d feel more relaxed, know what I’m doing, excited but the only feelings I’m circulating through are scared, overthinking, excited, and a lot of anxiety about quite a bit. I feel so horrible I keep having these thoughts like “was this the right decision?” “Should we have waited a bit longer?” I don’t know WHY I’m having these thoughts! I just want to relax, enjoy my last pregnancy, and not be so scared about what’s to come. I feel so alone with my feelings. My mom just says “you’ll be fine,” my fiancé says “yeah it’ll be hard,” and my SILs(who are my best friends) say “you got this dude” it’s like I’m just STUCK with these thoughts and I can’t get away from them.