Is there such thing as prenatal depression?

I’m 23 weeks pregnant with my first and I cry 24/7.

My antidepressants from before pregnancy aren’t even budging this. I feel so guilty about being pregnant. I feel like I’m going to be a terrible mom and that she deserves a better mom and her dad deserves a better partner.

I don’t deserve her.

My boyfriend has been the most amazing partner and shows me how much he loves me everyday, but it just makes me feel like he deserves so much better than me. I’m afraid that he doesn’t find me attractive anymore and it’s just going to get worse the more pregnant I am. I’m afraid he’s going to hate me for making him a dad.

I feel so alone yet overwhelmed by the presence of others.