Y’all my son is already a month old.. let’s get real his daddy isn’t here rN it’s hard to talk about just it’s complicated and y’all say y’all want a real story well him and I as kolbys parents our past has been what’s the word crazy 😩kolbys a miracle I wasn’t even supposed to have kids but here I am even tho most my pregnancy I felt alone and even in that delivery room I felt alone even tho my parents was their fact is it should of been his daddy and not saying he’s a bad dad cause he’s amazing like I said it’s complicated but the first real moment I knew I’d never feel lonely ever again is when I layed my eyes on our son

Mommy’s baby boy laying on her chest as he was crying as the doctor handed him to me it’s like his mommy was his healer and his protector he knew that mommy was the love of his life I love you baby boy and I’m so proud I have you in my life no matter what others think IAm 20 years old and have a son and still have help from family yes it seems sad letting my parents help I just want y’all to know it’s not I’m happy and all I need is him and all he needs is me and his father to be home soon it’s hard it really is and one thing I can’t stand is seeing my son cry 😭 and he looks so much like his daddy and I never saw his dad cry and seeing him cry is like wow it’s so beautiful and when I feed him and he pulls on his mommy’s hair or lips or shirt but oh when he smiles it’s amazing 🤩 he is my world I love you baby boy