So I tested today & BFN. I have endometriosis and severe pelvic/abd pain at least 1 day before expected period. My pain will last for 3-4 days. This time I feel like its coming but the pain doesnt start. I have tons of pressure and bloated. He says the time is not right financially and moving across statelines in 4 months. My son Is 2 1/2 and I just want to have my kids close in age so once my 2nd goes to day care I can focuse on myself and my career. Am I being selfish?

Granted I know it will be hard but im moving closer to my in laws whom will definitely be helping out.