Hello ladddiiiesss!!!

Okay so, will try to keep it short and sweet. This is my first pregnancy, I'm 25, my fiance is as well. Everything has been going smoothly so far, I'm 11wks and 3.

I've worked hard... Really hard to make it to 25. Me and my fiance are adopted kids and had kinda sh*tty upbringings but we worked hard to be homeowners, educated and blah blah blah.

And yet it still feels like we've yet done enough or even lived enough. We're very happy with our pregnancy and everything but for me, honestly ladies, I have felt less and less pretty every day.

Like hair not done, not working rn bc hubby wants me resting for baby, nails not done. Like my self care ritual rn is bubble bath and face mask and platting up my hair so it doesn't brush around my face or neck.

I am so proud of me and my fiance and all we've done. We recently just moved to a small town in Colorado from Vegas and it wasn't that big of a deal until I got pregnant and every food I want is freaking miles away. Ik it's hormones but yall... I just really want to feel pretty again🥺😩 and my fiance wants to do whatever it takes to give me what I want but of course I can't get myself prettied up when we have bills, groceries, doctor appts, and lord knows all other unforseen costs on just one income rn.

I'm super grateful for all I have and the loving king I have as well.. but do anyone else feel like their whole identity is slowly being swallowed? What do you guys do to feel "normal" or more like yourself?

Everyone is welcome 💕 thank you ladies for reading and listening !! Love from Las Animas, Co🙏🏿